By Connor Orico
How many nights since the Wolves of Woe leapt upon us in lupine lechery and hate? From shadowed crags they found us: my watch faltered and by cold moonlight the vulnerability of our camp was laid bare. I need not recount the terror for it recounts itself in nightmare; my heart cannot bear reliving how my error nearly cost us our lives as we fled to the relative safety of Umbra’s Root, perpetual shadow beneath the mountain. Gúð-wine, my theroid companion and friend, was greatly wounded and here we are in subterranean depths as ancient as the Dionysian drama whose music ruptures my breast to subtend us in resonance.
After we stepped from under sky to beneath earth, some translunary magic or mysticism shut the way, barring entry from the Wolf horde pursuing us; yet some handful of the beasts passed the threshold in time to disappear from view, grey hide lost in grim dark. I suppose we shall find ourselves beleaguered as soon as they regather their strength. The lontano echoing fugue of snarling laughter belies their careful guerriero calculations as we now wander warily in the dark, hoping for a way out and peace from this dithyrambic diablerie.
Walking within Umbra’s Root knows no time and offers no comfort, a ceaseless caesura suffused with the drone of forgotten musique concrète, freddo creation of primeval stone. The Wolves do not abate more than is needed to mock. Gúð-wine is not recovered and has not strength to resist Woe’s revenant stretto; if we do not soon find an escape or defense, my companion will perish, along with all the music in my life. I cannot heal them by listening arts or moonless magic. My mind is clouding like acciaccato static. The air grows foetid as we stumble forward. Is not our marche funèbre presage of the end? As danger swiftly swells, I try to bend my thought towards some new light.
Whether lassitude, lentando faith, or folly of negligence, it matters little: volti subito, my percussive footfalls muffle as I step into a pool obscured in dark and silence. I lurch forward then steady, Gúð-wine entering quietly behind. We are still, but the semitone noise we made at the water’s edge echoes tenfold in submontane endless night. Restez – the fermata out of our hands, our hearts long for luminosity to see or a lullaby to put the pool back to sleep.
It only took a breath to divine the distinctive aura of fae. The water, too viscous, clung dreamlike about our feet. We took another step, knowing through this sibylline spell we must swim to free ourselves from Woe and hear the mending music of moonlit skies again. But that is when I felt beneath my feet the bodies and before our way the phantoms. Transfixed, we stood, realised as the summoned shadow and light of Umbra under the mountain.
O Oneiric One, Noctilucent Necromancer, conjured coda within me: sing a song of healing and lustrate my lycanthropy.
About the Author
Connor Orrico
Connor Orrico is a student and field recordist interested in global health, mental health, and how we make meaning from the stories of person and place we share with each other, themes which are explored in his words in The Collidescope, Burning House Press, hedgerow, and X-Peri, as well as his sounds at Bivouac Recording.